Hello Everyone, I hope you are all having a great New Year So far. I’ve had a rather interesting couple of days and what I thought was a total waste of time actually taught me something very important. I am not particularity proud of my behavior on new years eve, I went to a big party that started out innocently enough and before I knew it my old blueprint kicked in and I started having a really good time, drink after drink after drink. I don’t know where this came from because I have not done this sort of thing for many years but it just happened. Well long story short I woke up New Years day a total disaster, I was sick as a dog. I got none of my MKMMA activities and exercises done that day and I spent the whole day beating myself up for my previous nights behavior and in the past a wasted day meant nothing to me, but it matters to me now. When I woke up this morning 1-2-15, I was still in that negative state of mind and I realized how negative I was in my thinking. I then did something that really surprised me, something that I would have never been able to do in the past. I forgave myself and told myself I Love You no matter what and I felt this huge weight lifted off my shoulders. I then picked up all of my MKMMA exercises and activities and got to work. I then realized that I was back to normal because normal to me now is doing all of my reading and activities, thinking positive and substituting for all the negativity that comes at me. I missed a day and that was tough for me, but I was now back to my new reality…I was home again.
I really enjoyed reading Ogs scroll IV for the first time today…I am natures greatest miracle, how awesome is that, what a great read. I also watched one of the movies on our list (I plan to watch all four as time permits) but the one that I watched today was October Sky. It’s a true story that really personifies the statement “I persist until I succeed”. I was truly glued to the screen and completely captivated. I won’t go into too much detail because I don’t want to ruin it for anybody that has not seen it, but this young man gets a calling to do something great and he pursues it against all odds including going against his own fathers will. I will leave it at that for now but I will warn the guys….It’s a tear-jerker, it got me good.
Well as always it’s been a pleasure talking and sharing with you today. I’m looking forward to reading some of your great blogs in the next couple of days…until next week, I bid you Peace Love and Happiness…God Bless.